Chairs in our life

Please take a suitable seat for yourself.
Turn off the light, take a deep breath, and relax.
Close your eyes and let me be your fantasy.

What can I do?

What can I do to make you smile?
What can I do to make you love me till the end of time?
What can I do to make you happy?
What can I do to make you care for me?
What can I do to set you free from worries and sorrow?
What can I do to fulfill your every need when your eyes tell me?
What can I do to make you promise me that you will always stand by my side?
What can I do to keep myself forever young and energetic?
What can I do to change the world?

Books bought on 21.11.2009

I bought few books from Kinokuniya bookstore, KLCC on last Saturday. Book purchasing is allowed for income tax deduction. I prefer not to contribute too much of my hard earned money to government because they do not handle expenses appropriately in my country.

Can you believe this?

3 Products from Hong Kong

Finally, I had received 3 products that I requested my friend to help me bought from Hong Kong. When I was holding them with my hands, I couldn't believe that this could happen in my life. Never thought that my dream would come true. To me, they were the most meaningful and memorable products that I have ever owned.

1. Being Shirley On Stage Live in Concert 2006 DVD, HKD140









2. Shirley Kwan : Shirley's Era CD+DVD (Second Edition), HKD90



3. Unexpected Shirley Kwan in Concert 2008 DVD, HKD160









She is my diva!

關淑怡瘦顏揚佛 06.11.2009

[忽然1周 # 745]

早前呂良偉搞咗個噶舉祈願大法會祈福齋宴，媽咪姐都有出席。當晚最出鋒頭嘅，除咗阿呂外，仲有帶埋細佬出席澄清緋聞嘅關之琳。不過，媽咪姐最 buy嘅係關淑怡。當晚佢一早到場，但就好低調咁坐喺後台，之後上台唱咗一首〈心經〉，唱完就即刻走人。一面素顏嘅佢，雖然瘦到有啲過分，但嗰份純粹行善揚佛嘅心，真係值得一讚！

獲大師頒贈紀念品，佢笑逐顏開，但就更顯頭髮線上移，面容枯瘦，一棚牙更加又黃又崩。睇嚟佢真係看破色相喎！

第三类法庭， Conscience

戏剧名称：第三类法庭
发行公司：TVB
集数：30集
发行时间：1994
语言：粤语
监 制：王心慰

演员：

韦海怡....邵美琪饰
马中宝....温兆伦饰
韦金铃....苗金凤饰
乔大羽....伍卫国饰
周予诺....郭蔼明饰
李英杰....张国强饰
莫梓欣....陈淑兰饰
湛有容....骆应钧饰
湛倚天....关海山饰
湛宏量....钟汉良饰

剧情：

　　韦海怡原本是一名电视台记者，一次采访笼屋的新闻，因而认识了自小在笼屋长大的马中宝，宝个性极端自我，终日沉迷于阅读，因而被旁人视为自闭，但其实宝聪敏过人。怡因无意中取走了「青蛙与蝎子」小说的后半部，宝遂向怡苦缠追讨，令怡留下了深刻印象。

　　议员湛有容是怡母亲韦金铃的地下情人，但容却意图染指怡，怡在情急下不慎失手杀死容，也因此被起诉。在法院中，铃因接受了贿赂，乃在法庭上指证怡的罪状。就当怡自暴自弃欲放弃申辩时，宝却以惊人的记忆力与推理能力替怡做目击证人，怡因而无罪获释，但香港的所有媒体却口径一致的炮轰怡，使怡成为民众心目中的「坏女人」。

　 怡与宝不顾众人指点，成为一对情侣。但此时铃即将于英结婚之消息传回，恨意难消的怡带宝赴英，欲当众羞辱铃，但宝却惹上官司，急需巨款解决。股坛大亨乔大羽于是向怡提出愿以巨款换取与其共渡一夜，怡在走投无路下，只有承受污辱以求宝不被提控。

　 回港后，此一「不道德交易」事件又被李英杰渲染，怡于是和宝、周予诺共组「青天周刊」，希望能评击「传媒良心」。此时湛倚天在香港最具公信力的「天地日报」正寻觅接棒人，各方人马蠢蠢欲动，怡亦在宝的鼓励下尽力争取，并获致成功。

　　但怡、宝却得罪杰与铃，于是他们联手打击怡。怡受此刺激，性情大变，开始为求成功不择手段，诺和宝则忧心不已，苦劝无效，宝于是忍无可忍，只好牺牲自己，以求唤回怡的「良心」...

我说:
对我而言，这是一部充满回忆和情感的旧连续剧。有我喜爱的演员如：邵美琪、郭蔼明、伍卫国等的出演，现在再次让我有机会观赏到，真的是回味无穷。想起当年，我还在上中学二年级，总是习惯在六、七点钟守在电视机旁追看连续剧。在众多观赏过的戏剧，唯独是这一套，让我印象最深刻。原因有很多，其中一个是当年的美琪很年轻、清纯和妩媚，并且担任女主角。她在剧里饰演一名被母亲抛弃的女人，但却能与蔼明拥有深厚的友谊，同时被两个男人爱上，另人看了后对她多了一份怜爱的情意。当看到她披上了婚纱，准备成为别人的妻子时，未来丈夫还未来得及说出“我愿意”，却被别人杀死的时候，霎那间万般滋味涌上心头，而且隐隐作痛。天啊！那是一件让人无法接受的事实。

有三种法庭在这故事里出现，一种是现实生活中的法庭——刑事法庭，另一种是大众传媒。法官是编辑、记者们。他们对时事下定论，来引导观众和读者。但一些无良人士仅凭个人的喜好、对自身的利益，以及如何更好的取悦读者和观众，报导极不负责任，或别有用心的新闻。故事中的女主角可以战胜刑事法庭，操纵传媒法庭，却无法逃避第三类法庭——良心。她为了向害死她未来丈夫和好友的人复仇，埋没了自己的良心，一步一步迈向死亡的边缘。

这是一部充满反面教材和引人深思的故事。编剧们立意之深，用心良苦，同时又着力批判现今传媒负责、实事求是的观点在部分人心中的沦丧，法律对罪犯的无能为力等。另外，此剧穿插了童话故事中的公主和青蛙王子的爱情元素，也通过海怡前后的强烈反差及海怡与阿诺之间友情冲突，反映了人性的脆弱善变和爱恨情仇，若与其它近年来的戏剧比较，题材简直是天壤之别。

蝎子请求一只善良的青蛙背着它过河，青蛙答应了，虽然有很多青蛙劝告它不要这样做。究竟邪恶的蝎子下场会如何呢？双双都能够顺利地渡河吗？还是蝎子杀死了青蛙，而自己也沉入到河里呢？

一首很有意思的主题曲--

「我得到什么」
作词：潘伟源 作曲：徐嘉良

自问活了一生却为何
飞灰一点向晚风堕
一得一失一爱一恨岂会多
白白活了一生到尽头
谁个是我
镜里一个影
那一分可似我

与这影张开两手 身心颤抖
默然度过
计算一生罪过
世界或原谅我
握新仲裁着我
判我得到了什么
我也许得到了天 得到了海
但尘俗里 遗留了自我
茫茫漫长夜
求风声休笑我

I'm Always Dreaming Of You

I remember noticing you first

No one knew that I was looking at you

Kept a disguise, for fear inside

You didn't feel it too

Couldn't tell you what it was you did

Your presence made a standing still in time

Taken by your stare, I said a prayer

Someday you'll be mine

Well someone was watching, someone was listening

Someone answered me

Now that I found you I can't live without you

Baby, oh baby

I'm always dreaming of you

You're on my mind, everywhere I go

And baby don't you know

Just what my world's been going through

I try to stop my thoughts, but that would be a lie

And i can't deny it's true

I'm always dreaming of you

Nothing seems to matter anymore

Everyone I meet is not you (no one compares to you)

Life's not the same

I don't complain, now that love feels true

Well someone was watching, someone was listening

Someone answered me

Now that I found you I can't live without you

Baby, oh baby

I'm always dreaming of you

You're on my mind, everywhere i go

And baby don't you know

Just what my world's been going through

I try to stop my thoughts, but that would be a lie

And I can't deny it's true

I'm always dreaming of you

A Song from Tommy Page & Sally Yeh