身边的朋友相继成家立室
自己并不羡慕幸福的画面
只会默默地为他们献上最真诚的祝福
但愿他们会得到永远的快乐
就像童话故事里的王子和公主一样
过着最美满与幸福的生活
自己到目前为止还是孑然一身
单身的自己
没有恋爱和家庭的包袱
选择好好的享受无拘无束的生活
一直以来把自己埋首工作中
下班后就甘心地当个宅男
生活虽平淡
却懂得要活得精彩
由于自己是色盲病患者
为了不想让下一代得到同样的缺陷
所以没有打算要生育
当自己在小时候知道拥有此遗传性的缺陷后
小小的心灵受到极深的伤害
觉得自己很不幸
为何偏偏会选中了我
曾经埋怨过祖先
造成自己很自卑
性格消极
内向和不合群
我不想同样的事情会发生在下一代的身上
有机会让他们痛恨我的自私
把他们带到这世界上受尽折磨
更何况现在的世界已经不适合生存了
人类摧毁了美丽的自然环境
带来无数的灾害和疾病
最终只有自食其果
1 comment:
There is no need to feel inferior about your colour-blindness, it's such a minor disease compared to others like being crippled, blind, deaf and stuff.
No point throwing away your life just because of it. I myself have Beta Thalassemia but it did not prevent me from getting married and having children.
I have a close friend who has colour-blindness too but I've never treated him any differently! In the end of the day it is his personality that matters and I've never ever pitied him for having it, because it is a non-factor. In fact it's only because of this post of yours that I reminded myself that he has colour-blindness.
BTW don't let it prevent you from living a normal life or from having children, read here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Color_blindness#Genetics
The chances for your boy having it is only 5%, compared to your girl 0.25%.
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